Nothing much is open here on a Sunday, including internet cafes. But the one in Sillon’s open in the afternoon, so down I go to check mail and make posts. As I type I become aware of a quite pungent, almost animal smell. Surely, I think, it can’t be the man next to me. Surely it can’t be me?! The mystery is solved after about half an hour, when a sleek canine head appears from under the desk, followed by a paw that rests briefly on my thigh, before the whole dog emerges. This dog is followed by another, smaller, that trots after it. Dogs seem to be welcome almost everywhere in St Malo (a couple of women were carrying small dogs at Utopiales, too). However, for a city so well supplied with fish, St Malo seems to have very few cats. In fact, I’ve only seen one – sitting in a field on the outskirts of town.
Quite a few houses here in Corsair Town have lace curtains with various patterns of ships. Am yet to see any with a skull and crossbones motif. In the harbour by the town is a scaled down replica of the Renard, the last ship of Robert Surcouf, which does bear a discreet pair of cutlasses crossed over an anchor on its sails.
Le Renard:

As I was photographing it, a French couple came by and told me about the ship and Surcouf, including the story that when he was taken prisoner by the English, the English officer said to him, “You French fight for money, but we English fight for honour.” Surcouf replied: “Each fights for what he lacks.”
People here certainly don’t lack for kindness, that’s for sure. Everyone I’ve met, from staff in shops to fellow passengers on trains, has been kind, very ready to help a befuddled tourist, and fully tolerant of my barely existent French.
Walking home at night, I take the pavement along the harbour wall on the ocean side. Unexpectedly (but perhaps it’s normal) there’s no wind, making the night not so cold. The tide’s far, far out, the nearest waves distant grey lines between the pure black sea and the darkly shimmering sand. It would be unthinkable to run down there over that wet cold sand and wade into that black water, but of course not physically impossible – only uncomfortable, and perhaps foolish. Because it’s unthinkable, I wonder about what night happen if I did it. Would I get to some other side of life, where the unthinkable, from then on, would always be less unthinkable, the impossible more likely? Would I have to go further, out of my depth, risking hypothermia and drowning? But even then, the promise of another world would retreat like the tide.
The street lamps give me a shadow down on the sand, a huge one, the biggest shadow I’ve ever had. A man is walking along the beach towards my shadow. In a little while he walks through it. What shadows am I walking through without knowing who or what casts them?
And once more, down at the harbour. The water’s black as ink, bright as glass. Stairs go down from the wall, turning blue under the water, vanishing slowly. I step over the rusted chain and sit at the top, looking down. Again, there’s the hypothetical temptation to go in, go under – even to drown, to die, to find out what’s on the other side. It’s an illogical impatience. You’ll find out one day (or not find out, if there’s only non-being), so why rush it?
But thoughts of drowning aside, there’s still the fantasy that if you did go in, with the right intention, something interesting might meet you before it’s too late – that your diagonal action might inspire, or even enable, the action of a diagonal being, to used J-F’s excellent term.
Well, bishops do move diagonally, heh. When I’m old, perhaps, and have less to lose…
L’Alchimiste, as I briefly mentioned, is decorated like a hybrid of magician’s study and beach bum’s hideaway. On one wall, bookcases stocked with old volumes; a piano; and something like a church pulpit projecting from a small gallery. On the other wall, straw hats, maps of Martinique, a drape with gold tassels, bottles glowing invitingly, like elixirs, in amber light. One of the specialties here is rum flavoured with real fruit in the bottle. I try a hot chocolate with fig and raisin rum. ‘Delicious’ only begins to describe it.
Thinking more with my feelings than my thoughts, I keep brushing against the idea that pirates and magicians have something fundamental in common beyond an interest in gold, esoteric or exoteric, and elixirs (add the option ‘exotic’). Memory supplies this verse from a book of rubaiyyat by an Iranian poet, Ghods Nakhai:
By our own Effort we acquire our Skill,
Our own Way follow then, for Good or Ill.
Then, both Worlds seizing from the Owner, we
Raise our own Paradises where we Will.