04/24/10

Dream of teeth falling out

Apparently it’s quite common to dream of losing teeth, but this was my first time. I dreamed that one tooth fell out, then the others followed. The first one seemed to leave a gap, but when the others went it was only the enamel that fell off, laving a quite anatomically incorrect flap of tooth-shaped gum behind. Pretty soon my whole mouth was full of these flaps of gum, which seemed to be much more numerous than my teeth (had been), with just a couple of frail, soon-to-be-lost molars remaining. Talking was extremely difficult. It wasn’t until someone else in the dream said they had a sore mouth, and I felt I had to warn them, that I made a very determined effort to speak, and in doing so woke up. In the dream I had already considered that I was dreaming, but evidently decided I wasn’t.

There was a distinct sense of being stifled by the proliferating tags of floppy gum. I’m wondering if there’s a writing connection to the dream, since I’m up to the point in the new story where I have to start drying wet concrete: I’ve written several drafts, it’s 10,000 words long minus the ending, and still in a rather rough state with plenty of small things undecided. I have to decide them, decide what to explain or at least have characters talk about and what to leave wide open, and set the general tone of the story (how comedic or serious, how strange, how much full-throttle fantasy pastiche lingo to allow, etc.), which is proving difficult; I’ve been doing lots of scrabbling and spluttering — so my subconscious might be telling me to get decisive and “bite”.

Anyway, it was quite the most disgusting dream I’ve ever had. If nothing else, I think I’ll be cleaning my teeth very carefully for at least a few days. (For all I know, it was my subconscious telling me to floss, and nothing to do with writing at all!)

04/18/10

All’s well

Just a quick note to say that I wasn’t in any kind of danger during the trouble in Bangkok, and that I’m in Australia now and for the next few weeks. I don’t like writing about political goings on in Thailand, as it’s always complicated and I don’t feel particularly well informed by the English-language news sources. But our part of town is very safe from disruptions, as there isn’t anything there to interest political agitators.

Had quite a good flight, stopped in Singapore for an hour and visited the butterfly house at the airport. I didn’t have my camera with me, but will on the way back when I have a longer stopover. There were some particularly lovely swallowtail butterflies like this one, which looked like black lace with the light behind them.

Flying over Australia, I saw more green than I have for years. Who knows if the drought has really broken, but there has at least been a respite. My parents’ garden is looking great and they have a lawn for the first time I can remember — even if most of it is weeds!

04/4/10

Art Bits IV

Kate D. MacDowell, hearts for porcelain pitcher-plant heart, artist’s site here

Sarina Brewer’s custom creature taxidermy — fantasy creatures and more

Howie Tsui’s horror fables, artist’s site here

Dan May — I adore these paintings of moments in the lives of strange, soft monsters. Artist’s site here has many more images. Originals and prints available here.

David Chaim Smith — intensely detailed images referring to alchemy and the Kabbalah, and philosophical/metaphysical writings.

Chambres d’amour, chambres d’enfer — I especially like the first, grassy one by Bernard Faucon